Ouch that hurt

  “Life has knocked me down a Few times. It has shown me things I never wanted to see I have experienced sadness and failures. But one thing is for sure I always get back up!”(Unknown) There have been some funny times during my whole brain explosion thing wel,l seance they are in in the past I can say they are funny. But at the time some where painful, annoying, slightly humiliating, and OK funny. OK lets start with this My right arm AKA my strok ey arm AKA my Nemo arm likes to hold on for dear life and never lets go So picture this I'm walking in a crowd of people and I bump into someone or maybe are hands just accidentally brush. Now that's not odd or unheard of but what is odd is that my hand will grab on. Know we can have that slightly embarrassing moment I was talking about up there. Luckily it usually happens with family. And no I have not found a long term or lasting relationship this way, fingers crossed. .But there was this time that my hand did not let go of the roll of toilet paper when I left the bathroom I did not notice. Tell my little sister Sierra asked me Um mm Shawna what are you doing I have no idea. I just take the paper back and drop it like its hot. My arm can also do some pretty weird and unusual hugs and sometimes painful for the other person. Its true Sierra always cringes and fears my hugs, OK maybe only half the time. Hey my arm causes me pain as Well. Have any of you ever stubbed your finger ouch right?! Well I happen to stub my whole arm Its not a fun experience its highly unpleasant. Now let me talk about running into things it happens. All the time I lost my peripheral vision on my left side so now I have little bruises every where door ways are the bane of my existences I don't like chairs, shoes on the floor, cupboards, counter tops I had a bad experience bending over an d not noticing one and now there is a bruise on my cheek. . Like I said some of these are funny and some not so much. I I'm still working on all this a little by little there are slight improvements.

 This was my life for long while always wearing a helmet